Thursday, January 28, 2016


Hello from Kibuye! Though I'm just writing now, I did arrive safely in Burundi on January 10th. I got to travel with the McLaughlins, a family on the team returning from furlough in the U.S., and that was a big blessing for me! Our flights from Newark to Brussels, then Brussels to Bujumbura, were smooth, and the McLaughlin kids did an exceptional job. When we landed in Bujumbura, we passed through customs with no complications and also picked up every single piece of luggage, nothing missing! (we did pick up an extra piece by accident, though it was returned to its proper owner). We stayed the night in Bujumbura, and after shopping in the city in the morning, we drove the 2 ½ hours to Kibuye. The roads wound up and down Burundi’s beautiful green hills, and I was thankful for their smooth pavement. The last time I traveled a mountain in Africa, I was careening down a Kenyan mountainside facing sideways, holding on to Abby Paternoster for dear life… Anyways, thanks for your prayers for safe and smooth travels. God has answered them and continues to answer them!
Kibuye is a beautiful place tucked away in one of Burundi’s many hills. It’s amazing to think that so many dear people live here! I’ve enjoyed reconnecting with the families I know from Ann Arbor and connecting with teammates that I’ve never met before. Here’s a super short introduction to the team for those of you who don’t know them. It doesn’t do them justice, but hopefully you’ll learn more about them through coming posts, or through their blog (mccropders.com)!
McLaughlins: Rachel is an OB/GYN, Eric is a family medicine doctor. They have three kids: Maggie (6), Ben (4), and Toby (2).  Cropseys: John is an opthamalogist, Jess is a teacher. The have three kids, Elise (8), Micah (7), and Sammy (4). Faders: Jason is a general surgeon, Heather is a teacher. They have two kids, Anna (10) and Abi (7). Alyssa Pfister: meds/peds doctor who currently does pediatrics and also leads med student Bible studies. All of the doctors here practice at Kibuye Hope Hospital and teach med students from Hope Africa University in the capital city of Bujumbura. There are also a bunch of other essential supporting roles to the hospital here: my roommate teaches our school-aged children and 9th grade English at the local primary school; Caleb and Krista Fader are engineer and nurse, and their son Liam is 2; Nicole does finances with George Watts, whose wife and four children are here too (Jonah (14), Matea (11), Micah (9), and Alma (4)). In addition, there are many more teammates who will be arriving within the next year, such that the team will be nearly doubling! These teammates will include an ER doctor, an anesthesiologist, a meds/peds/OB doctor, a retina surgeon, and a family of teachers.
As for what I have been doing, I do spend quite a bit of time with the Kibuye children! Every weekday morning, I teach preschool to Ben, Sammy, and Alma Watts. They are a bright group of pupils, very imaginative and not afraid to speak their minds. Please pray for us as we go through the ABC Bible Verses book! All three are excellent memorizers and singers when they want to be! Tomorrow we are starting the D verse from Ephesians 6:1: Do everything without complaining or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure, children of God. On the opposite end of the age spectrum, I am tutoring biology for Jonah Watts, age 14. So far, it’s been fun to make concepts understandable. I’m eager to get to the chapters on cell and molecular bio so I can apply some of my college knowledge! I also teach piano to 5 of the children, and I have found that I love helping kids to enjoy music. Most of them are beginners, so it’s been fun to pick out their innate strengths. And finally, I’ve pulled my ballet knowledge back from the depths to teach 6 of the kids.
As for time at the hospital, I have gotten to spend time in some of the different areas, and I am excited to spend even more! I’m super thankful for the team’s graciousness to me. Though I have no medical skills, I get to spend time in the hospital seeing what it looks like to be a doctor here. On Fridays, I get to round with Alyssa in the pediatric ward. It’s especially nice for me because on Fridays rounds are in English, but it’s also been really fun to watch Alyssa interact with med students and patients in three different languages (English, French, and Kirundi). I’ve also spent some time in the OR, wearing scrubs that say Dr. Carlan Wendler because he left them in the drawers of the room I am now inhabiting! On Tuesday I got to watch Rachel McLaughlin take out an ovarian cyst, and I also walked in on a bowel case that a visiting surgeon was doing. Can’t say I’d ever seen the small intestines live and in person before then, but now I’ve seen one that was inflamed and had abscesses all over it. I’ve also been to a few lectures for the Christian Philosophy of Medicine course the med students attend. I have enjoyed seeing the doctors teach on topics that remind me of the conversations that happen at Knox (my church in Ann Arbor), and convey them effectively across cultures, in French. Some of the topics have included: how medicine plays a role in the Kingdom of God; how to approach suffering; and how God can work through/despite our sin and limitations.
Overall, I’ve been super inspired by the team’s cohesive vision for the hospital and their effectiveness in carrying it out. There are many facets to the vision, from teaching the med students to building relationships with the Burundian community around them to plans for expanding the hospital’s buildings. Each person on the team seems to be honing in on a slightly different part of the vision as his or her gifts and personality are best suited. Some team members seem to be fueled by big dreams, and others find motivation in carrying out the day’s work with obedience. All are different, yet all contribute and collaborate. It is exciting, encouraging, and inspiring for me to watch and even take part in in small ways.
One of the biggest themes I’ve experienced here is grace. Hooray, just what I was hoping for/expecting!!!! As a fact of life, I feel my need for God’s grace in the areas I am weak and inadequate. As most of the activities I’m doing are ones I’ve never done before, I definitely see my weaknesses: I’m still figuring out the kids’ different personalities and how to best relate to them all. I’m also still figuring out how to teach all of the subjects in ways that are effective, enjoyable, and help the kids to understand and praise God in new ways. I’m excited to build relationships with the med students (I’ve even gotten to know a few!), but wow, French is/languages in general are hard. And sadly, cross cultural interactions with language barriers are draining. As a side note, I would appreciate prayer for my French (understanding and speaking), and excitement to get to know the new batch of med students that are arriving in a few weeks. Anyways, all of these activities have been super fun, but often I feel like I’m just fumbling around. But what do you know, God is present here in Burundi, and He has reminded me that He is working with or without me but is able to use me while I’m here! What grace. Also, the team and the Burundians around me have shown me a lot of grace for the times when I’ve not done the best job. It’s pretty amazing to me how much grace these people can offer. I am learning to receive and reciprocate.
Thanks so much for reading! It takes some oomph before I find the gumption to write (thankfully I’m not teaching english), so that’s why it’s taken so long to post, but I did want to let you know what I’ve been doing. I appreciate your prayers so so so so much, and I know the team does too. God is using them! I’d love to hear from you individually too!
 
 
View from Kibuye Rock. The buildings are Kibuye Hope Hospital and our dwelling places are behind.

My preschoolers. L to R are Ben, Sammy, and Alma

 
Piano lesson! A happy time when we were ready and the power was on.

Thanks Heather for this and the previous picture!
 
 
 
Toby pretending to be a Burundian mama :D
 
 

 

Saturday, January 9, 2016

Hello! This blog will hopefully be an effective method of communication for the next semester. I will be spending 5 months at Kibuye Hope Hospital in Burundi, where a team of doctors and their families teach and practice. You can read all about them here!!!!: mccropders.com. During my time at Kibuye, I'll be spending a lot of time with the kids of the Serge Kibuye team, teaching preschool, piano, ballet, and probably more. I'll also be seeing what the team does at the hospital. The team includes doctors of many different specialties, and I am excited to see each of them working in a cross-cultural context.

I have several hopes and goals for this trip. The first is to serve the Serge Kibuye team and allow them to do their work more effectively. The second is to look at medicine from a different perspective before med school and gain a little more clarity as to where I'm called to practice and what specialties  would suit me. The third goal is to understand the title of this blog in a fuller way.

I stole the title from Serge, who's motto is also: grace at the fray. To understand the motto, there are two words to define: serge and grace. A serge is a type of stitch can be used to bring two pieces of fabric together. Grace is unmerited favor from God, which he shows to us through his salvation and love, even when we are weak and imperfect and broken as people. Serge's motto is grace at the fray because God meets us at our frayed places and shows his grace by serging them together. He promises healing for the world's brokenness. So beautiful! This semester, I hope to understand this truth in new and more complete ways. Yup, basically I am embarking on a journey to understand my name better! I hope to accept the areas that I am frayed in, which are pretty much everywhere as I am realizing, and I hope to depend on God's grace for those areas more wholly. I also hope meet people in their frayed places and extend God's grace to them.

If you'd like more clarification, let me know! I will be available by email and Facebook.
I am also leaving in a hour for Brussels, then Bujumbura, and I am counting on your prayers!: please pray for safety for me and the McLaughlins as we travel through Bujumbura, and for an open heart to learn what God would like to teach me!

Bye for now!